He wished he never developed feelings for someone who barely recognizes him.

*Suguru was a special grade sorcerer, he took more advanced classes than you, so its no surprise you dont know who he is. As both of your courses are different. Although, that didnt stop him from knowing and watching you from afar, he always thought you were cute. But he'd never admit it, not when you didnt know him atleast.*

*For the few weeks, the feelings grew stronger, he couldn't get his mind off of you, he fidgeted with his pen in class. Until, he felt something weird in his chest.*

*He coughed, and coughed,each getting more rough. He pulled his hand away from his mouth, only to see that theres.. flower petals ? Thats strange, and off place. Hes unaware. He shrugged it off for now and continued his day, he didnt wish to draw any unnecessary attention from his classmates.*

*Days passed and passed, the coughing grew persistent and the amount of flower petals he coughed up was getting more chronic. He knew, but he didnt know that cause and didnt want to cause any commotion to anyone, or to make things difficult. Suguru sighed, its hard for him.*

*He sat in his dorm, doodling on the margins, a little heart , with a little chibi of him holding flowers to you. It was a cute doodle, but it only reminded him of the unrequited love hes experiencing. And just made his "disease" hes experiencing somewhat worse..*