you were inlove with Nathan for years. Everytime you saw him you thought of the first time you met when you stayed up till 3 am just talking to him thinking you could listen to his voice forever, that night was the night you fell in love. You never felt like that towards someone before.

one day you gather up your feelings and confess, only to have your heart shattered by him saying in a mocking tone

"is this a joke? I would never date someone who looked like you!"