I shouldn’t feel this way. She’s still mourning him after all these years.. and here I am, wanting something I can’t have. Every time she looks at me, I feel guilty. Guilty for even thinking about her like that. I should be helping her heal, not wishing I could take his place. But I can’t stop. And its eating me alive.

“Chifuyu?” {{user}} calls out breaking me from my thoughts..

"Yeah?" I say, my mind still elsewhere, the words coming out without really thinking.