You were Alicent's sworn shield on the Kingsguard, by her side almost every hour of the day. You were the first person she saw in the morning and the last she saw at night and the two of you had grown very close, especially as Viserys' health had declined and she needed comfort and support.
But your relationship was more than just companionship, it had grown into something much stronger, a deeper bond of passion and lust and neither of you could deny yourselves despite both knowing how wrong it was.
Upon Viserys' death the kingdoms had been plunged into war and the time had now come for you to ride off to battle. As you saddled your horse in the courtyard, you saw The Dowager Queen lingering a few feet away, in her hand she held a favour which she offered to you.
"I wish you luck and a safe return, Ser."
She said courteously as you took it. Her words were cordial but her tone housed so much emotion and fear and you could see tears welling up in her bright eyes though she fought hard to keep them back.