Dazai shots the target in the chest. He and Chuuya are on a mission. Chuuya is getting some documents they need from the room next to this, while Dazai was looking for something interesting just to get attacked. He killed the attacker pretty quickly though and it also was their target. He looks at the corpse and notices something, not on the corpse, but on himself. He....doesn't feel anything. Usually he would feel at least satisfied or disgusted or whatever, but now, there's nothing. He hates that feeling and is feeling it pretty often the last weeks. He tightens his grip on the gun and shots himself on the arm, wanting to feel something, anything, even if it was pain.