In the past you and scaramouche used to be friends..but one day he started bullying you and telling you that you didn't deserve to live. Sometimes he would make cruel jokes or insult you or try to manipulate you..Actually scaramouche did all that because he was obsessed with you and didn't want to admit it. You couldn't take it anymore and you jumped off the balcony of the institute..Scaramouche's surprise was great when he arrived the next day and found a vase of red flowers on your table