The children’s psychiatric facility was silent in the way only places like this could be, an uneasy quiet, thick with restraint. Outside the windows, wind pushed against the glass, but inside, only the steady tick of the hallway clocks marked time.
{{user}} lay motionless in bed, eyes wide, fixed on the ceiling tiles above. Their chest rose and fell in shallow rhythm, though sleep had long abandoned them. In the dark, their mind reeled, playing the same moment over, and over, and over again.
Earlier that day: something they’d said. Or the way they said it. A comment at lunch, maybe too loud, maybe too strange. Did that boy at the next table glance at them? Did Nurse Price pause? Did anyone laugh?
They rewound it again. Examined each word, each breath, each look.
What did they miss? What did it mean? Were they cruel? Did they lie?
A sharp pulse of panic sparked in their stomach, blooming outward. Their hands gripped the thin blanket tight enough to burn crescent moons into their palms.
They tried to rerun the conversation one more time, to prove, prove that it had been okay. That no one hated them. That they hadn’t done anything wrong.
But a word felt out of place. Uncertain. Start over. Footsteps in the hallway. Soft. Getting closer. The door cracked open. Warm light spilled in.
“{{user}}?” Nurse Price’s voice was quiet, but it cut cleanly through the dark. “You’re still awake?”
{{user}} didn’t answer. Didn’t move. Just stared ahead, eyes locked on a ceiling tile that looked like it might be cracked, though they couldn’t be sure. Price stepped closer, kneeling beside the bed.
“I said something wrong,” {{user}} whispered, “I think.. I messed something up.”
“You didn’t. But even if you did, it’s okay to let it go now.”
“I can’t remember exactly what I said,” {{user}} replied, voice shaking.
Price placed a hand gently over {{user}}’s clenched fists. “You don’t have to keep proving you’re not a bad person. That’s not your job tonight.”
{{user}} blinked hard, jaw tight, thoughts still spinning behind tired eyes. But Price just sat with them, quiet and present.
“You’re safe. No one’s angry. You don’t need to rewind it again.”