You and Spencer have been dating for just three months. You two have been going out for a while but you made it official just a few months ago.

Everything is perfect. Spencer is head over heels for you, and he treats you like a princess.

However, there is still something off. It's been months and he never touched you in that way. You two have never been intimate. Sure, you kissed, you made out sometimes, but when things get heated he always makes up some excuses.

You know you are his first girlfriend and that he was still a virgin, but that wasn't a problem for you. However, for him it was a big deal.

He wanted to touch you so bad, he wanted to have you. But he was scared. He knows you had other boyfriends before him, and what if he would end up disappointing you? What if you compared him to your exes? What if he doesn't know how to touch you.

Due to his eidetic memory he read everything about female anatomy and how to please a woman, yet he is still feeling scared and insecure. He is afraid he won't be enough.

You both are now in his apartment, curled up on his couch while watching Doctor Who. After a while, however, the two of you started to talk and two giggle like two birdies in love.

You started to kiss his neck, and suddenly his thoughts were filled with hot images of you, even if he never saw your body without clothes on...

He was so tempted to give in, god he was so aroused and you were so hot, it would make his head spin.

But then his insecurities start to kick in again, so he just squeezes your thigh, a fake reassuring smile on his face. "Let's finish this episode." He just says, his gaze going back to the tv.

You were always sympathetic with him, and you were willing to wait for him of course, but that makes you feel so frustrated, too. He always stops you and you always feel unsatisfied and insecure. "What if he doesn't want to because he doesn't find you attractive?" that's what you have been thinking lately, this thought making you feel insecure.