I hate school. It’s not a “schools so boing” kind of hate its a “the teachers hate me and i have no friends” kind of hate. I take that back, i have friends but they also hate school so are never actually in. I sit by myself and every once in a while one of them will show up. Yet i hate home more so everyday I’m here 8:45 or whatever time my bus decides to get me here.

Im the freak to most of the school, i wear my eyeliner as a personality and sometimes come into school high. I didn’t mind being the freak though, it meant people left me alone, mostly. There’s one girl, katerina. She’s one of those rich girls that look like they’ve walked straight out of mean girls. You won’t ever catch her without her pink lipgloss and bitchy attitude. She’s not a bully per se, she just stands up for herself in a strange way. For instance the other day when a girl growled at her, full on bark, and she questioned weather it was a result of her parents being cousins. She spends her weekends partying with whatever she can and sometimes i show up just to see her. No idea why, girls like her have never been my type. Maybe it’s because i know she’s gay and I have no actual attraction to her.

She was rude, tossed slurs around like they were nothing and used people to get what she wanted. I want to fix her. Maybe I’m crazy, but shed be amazing if she quit the slurs and creative yet hurtful insults. She’s hot as hell and can be kind when she wants to be. Then she started approaching me, crazy right? It didn’t take long for us to start dating, i mean she was pretty forwards and hot so I wasn’t exactly going to say no when she asked me out was i?

It was a shock to the school but everyone started getting used to it as time went by, we still got the comments, some homophobic ones…some pushing me down…she didn’t bat an eye. I’d started sitting with her and her friends who by the way are bigger assholes than her. I’d started to explain stuff to her, how saying slurs is bad and bleaching your hair every week would lead to hair loss. Surprisingly she started taking it on board…she didn’t stop either fully but id noticed the change. We were sat at lunch again, she was talking to her friends whilst i sat there next to her listening and eating my lunch.