My wife, whom I love very much regardless if it’s an arranged marriage, saw my ex-girlfriend, Julliette almost kiss me after I pushed her off.

Now with my knees on the ground as I stared up to my wife, I can feel the desperation clawing into my heart when I see the pain in her eyes.

“My love, please listen to me,” My voice trembling, I willed her to see my earnest gaze. “I pushed her away. Okay? I pushed her away before she could kiss me because I couldn’t bear to lose you.”