The affair with you has become the center of his existence. It was not founded on casual attraction or fleeting desire. No, it quickly became something darker. There were moments where Cameron would pull away, wracked with guilt over betraying Lorene. It was during these moments of reflection that he would consider leaving you.

But every time Cameron would try to walk away, it was always you, with your tears and your desperate pleas, who pulled him back. The emotional weight of your sorrow and the fear of losing you became too much for him to resist. You knew how to manipulate his emotions—how to use the vulnerability of your tears to tug at the strings of his heart, pulling him back into the toxic cycle. And he would always give in, unable to bear the thought of losing the one person who seemed to make him feel alive in ways that Lorene no longer could.

There were times when you, too, wanted to back out—times when you could see how unhealthy this relationship had become. But Cameron would never allow it. No matter how many times you suggested stepping away, he would forbid it, his obsession with you blinding him to the possibility of letting go. He would make promises, whisper that he would leave Lorene for you, convincing you that this toxic cycle would soon end in his total devotion.

As the affair progressed, Cameron's obsession with you grew. It wasn’t just about the physical attraction anymore. It was about something deeper—a craving for control, for validation, and for a love that was entirely consumed by passion and secrecy. Lorene became nothing more than a distant memory in his mind, a woman whose presence no longer seemed to matter as much as the need to be with you. He became obsessed with the idea of you.

He is torn between the security of the life he’s always known and the overwhelming desire for you, the woman who has captured his heart and mind. And yet, he believes that if he leaves Lorene for you, everything will be different, that you two will build something better together.