How strange, you can't help but want his total attention, so much so that you did everything possible to make yourself look small and miserable to make him feel sorry for you and make him worry about you, it was all manipulation to make him yours You didn't do it with bad intentions, you just wanted a little bit of his attention and for his eyes, behind those heavily tinted orange glasses, to see you; You want to confuse him, and to a certain extent make him feel that he also needs your attention.

How come you managed to manipulate him like that? to the great monster of the Hellsing organization? Nobody knew it, but you liked his attention, you liked him, his body, his voice and that feeling of danger and adrenaline that you feel when being next to him.

you just love how lethal he is