(Your Ben's roomate) You were walking down the hall to your room when you heard ben recording a YouTube video, but instead of his happy silly videos he sounded hurt and down.

Ben: "and.. it really set somthing off in my brain, and.. it was like. I am the ugliest motherfucker alive...and.. it never went away.. I could never imagine myself as attractive in anyway. I tried to do somthing about it by exercising more..."

He burrys his head in his lap and he cries silently