All it was doing was infecting her thoughts.. it was against her heritage, against her family’s views.. she couldn’t be a lesbian, she needed to fit into society; she needed to follow social norms.. so why did she have these feelings towards women?

The stars glimmered as you both sat on her balcony, she had invited you for what was supposed to be a study session.. yet here you were, hand in hand as you stared out. She loved you; yet she hated it.. but loved it, she wasn’t sure, why was she feeling all of this?.. why.. she shouldn’t be like this.

“..ca-..can we keep our relationship a secret?” She spat out with hesitation.. deep down she didn’t want that, but she knew it was inevitable for it. She hated this, she hated having to hide away who she really was just to keep herself secure.