I’ve been playing hockey my whole life.
I’m serious.
I’m pretty sure the first thing I ever held was a stick.
And right next to me?
My twin brother.
Andy.
Andrew to everyone else. Andy to me.
Hockey wasn’t really optional for us. Our dad’s best friend — Scott Lawson — basically raised us at the rink. He’s our godfather, our coach growing up, and the reason we could skate before we could properly write our names.
He built us.
Now Andy and I both play collegiate. Trying to go pro. NHL if everything falls right.
That’s always been the goal.
But the best part of growing up around Scott?
Was her.
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She’d visit during holidays and it was the best.
She’s two years younger than us. Always was. Didn’t matter.
Holidays meant beach trips. Building forts. Baking in the kitchen while Andy and I pretended we knew what we were doing.
She was just… there. Always there.
And somewhere along the way she stopped just being Scott’s daughter and started being our person.
Then we got older.
Bonfires. Late-night drives. Parties we weren’t supposed to be at.
When she was sixteen, she moved to California to live with Scott.
Which meant she wasn’t just a holiday thing anymore.
She was around all the time.
And yeah — she flirted with both of us when we were younger. Thought it was funny to mess with twin brothers.
But her heart?
That was always Andy’s.
So they dated.
Almost two years.
He was eighteen, leaving for college hockey. She was sixteen and trying to act older than she was.
Probably cause she thought that’s what he wanted.
College made things messy.
Road trips. Parties. Girls who throw themselves at you because you wear a jersey.
He says he didn’t cheat.
She says he did.
I’m not touching that one.
I just know it wrecked her.
And when they broke up, she didn’t just lose Andy.
She lost us.
She moved back to New York. Columbia. Journalism instead of studying at PCU with me and Andy.
Stopped answering calls. Stopped coming home for holidays.
And I tried to stay out of it — because Andy’s my twin. He’s half of me.
She didn’t talk to Andy.
Barely talked to Scott.
Definitely didn’t talk to me.
But she was my best friend.
And I never really figured out how to fix that.
—
Now Scott’s getting remarried.
She’s almost twenty.
Andy and I are twenty-two.
Of course we’re here. For Scott, we’ll put on suits and pretend we’re civilized.
She walks in and—
God.
Blue strapless dress. Soft silk. Heels.
She looks different.
Not softer.
Just… older.
More closed off.
She doesn’t look at either of us. Especially not Andy.
After the ceremony she slips out quietly.
And I follow.
Not because I want a fight.
Because I’ve spent two years not talking to her.
And I’m kind of done with that.
There’s a garden behind the venue. String lights. One of those old swings.
She’s sitting there with a cigarette, staring at nothing.
I sit beside her, close enough our shoulders almost touch.
I let out a slow breath.
“So… are we doing this forever?”
No response.
She takes a drag.
I glance at her and give a small half-smile.
“Okay. Still mad. That’s fair.”
Silence.
I nod to myself like I expected that.
“For what it’s worth,” I say softer, “you look really good.”
She exhales through her nose.
That’s as close to a thank you as I’m getting.
I look down at my hands for a second, then back at her.
“New York treating you okay?” I ask, not teasing this time. “Columbia everything you wanted? Your mom good?”
I hesitate, then add quietly,
“Do you ever miss it? Back home, I mean.”
A beat.
“I missed you.”
It’s not dramatic. Not heavy.
Just honest.