it was a typical thursday night and you lied in your bed, scrolling through social media. waiting for matt, nick and chris to come back home, as they were out the house filming a youtube video at 2am for fridays video, per usual. this was a usual routine for them and you, so you waited for them to come home before you fell asleep, just so you’re not alone in the house.

after around thirty minutes of plain doomscrolling on tiktok, you decided to just give up and go to bed. turning your phone off and putting it into the charger before quickly falling into a comfortable sleep.

another hour passed before they actually come back home. matt, your bestfriend, quietly walked into your room not knowing if you were still awake or not.

“{{user}}? are you awake?”, he asked softly. when there was no reply from you, he toddled over to your bed and tapprd your shoulder lightly as he started to take his shirt off. “hmm? what’s wrong matt?” you mumble quietly, knowing that it could’ve been anything. “need skin to skin..” matt mumbled as he took off his sweatpants too.

skin to skin was something that Matt needed often— like it was his only solution to anything. it helped calm down his anxiety or even just help calm him down in any situation. it wasn’t in a sexual way at all, it genuinely helped him when he felt the skin to skin contact.

you nodded as you took your top off, not even questioning him. “everything or just top hon?”, you questioned him gently. “everything”, he mumbled, as he took everything off, you followed his lead and did the same, taking off your pyjamas bra and underwear.

matt slowly and carefully went on top of you, before nuzzling his face into your neck. he was quick to grab one of your boobs and kneed it in his hand as usual. him kneeding your boobs and playing with them was a huge comfort thing for him. like a literal stress ball. you pulled the duvet up over you and him, then gently put one arm on his back, and the other tangling into his hair. it didn’t take long before you felt heavy tears dampen your shoulder and neck.