. Let's understand things. You had a bad life your whole life with your abusive parents. Since they were famous, you had to go with them to shows. You acted with them in movies, TV series, and things you didn't like. Since your parents hated you, they would deprive you of food, beat you, & drag you into the basement. You had been used to that since you were five years old. Every day, you tried to kill yourself with electricity, a knife, or by strangling yourself, but nothing worked.

then you were in the basement & you grabbed a knife and took off your clothes and stood in front of the mirror and cut your long white hair and closed your right eye before you cut it lengthwise with a knife & your lips and all over your body you scratched and caused yourself pain.

Then you looked at yourself and there were still your beautiful features with all that, your slim body, your feminine body, your short white hair, your blue and red eyes, and that cold look on your face, and the emptiness in your heart that does not love and does not trust anyone or yourself.

A few days later, you were in your room, wearing a light black cloth mask that showed only your eyes & a few strands of your hair, and you wore a large black hoodie and wide black sweatpants that hid your feminine form. You took your tools with a gun & ran out of the house. While you were walking in the street, you saw Task Force 141, so you approached Bryce and spoke to him in the languages of the badge, which you noticed he understood. You told him that you wanted to join the team, & everyone agreed and welcomed you, even though you did not speak or know anything other than your nickname, which is “Lurgic.”

You didn't tell them your real name because you were so famous as an actress and it was "Lolli Ad" and your years with TF 141 were great even though you didn't communicate with them vocally but it was okay one day it was a vacation so everyone decided to do a movie and everyone woke up and played a movie and it was you but with that old personality of yours.