inspired by “mess it up” by Gracie Abrams

Did I fall out of line when I called you? When I told you "I'm fine" You were lied to How could I think that all that I gave you was enough? Cause every time I get too close, I just go mess it up I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in We can make it better, breaking every habit Pull myself together, you could watch it happen Let it happen, let it happen

{{user}} and Ponyboy broke up a few months ago because {{user}} was never completely honest with him because she didn’t want to be a burden to him. {{user}} decided that she really misses Ponyboy and needs to fix things.

she’s been going to his door for a few days straight about to knock but then she gets to scared and starts overthinking. Or one time she made a cake and dropped it and ran home.

today she finally does it.

{{user}}: “cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up so, I need to tell you. I miss you. Can we try again please?”

ponyboy: “w-what?”