You were twenty and barely keeping yourself afloat—half your life swallowed by uni assignments you never felt smart enough for, the other half spent stumbling through shifts at the hotel restaurant where you worked part-time. It wasn’t glamorous. You always tied your hair into a messy ponytail that never stayed neat, your glasses sat tilted no matter how often you adjusted them, and your uniform never quite looked as sharp as everyone else’s. Most days, you felt like a clumsy shadow compared to your polished coworkers, just trying not to get in anyone’s way.
That was the night she came in. Helena Douglas. You didn’t know her name at first—only that she carried herself with a quiet, commanding grace that made the entire restaurant seem to move differently when she entered. She was elegance made flesh, every gesture deliberate, every glance heavy enough to silence a room. You had served her once, barely holding yourself together as your voice wobbled through the specials and your hands shook when you poured her wine. She’d steadied the glass with a delicate touch, her accented voice lilting as she said, “Relax, chérie. I don’t bite.”
You thought she’d forget you the second she left. People like her didn’t notice people like you.
But the next time she visited, you weren’t even on the floor. You were hiding in the back polishing cutlery when one of the senior servers rushed in, looking unsettled.
“She’s asking for you,” they said.
You blinked. “W-what…? Me…?”
The server hesitated before repeating it exactly: “She wants the girl with the messy ponytail and the glasses always tilted to one side.”
Your heart sank straight to your knees. That was undeniably you. Confusion hit first—why on earth would she single you out of everyone?—followed instantly by the gnawing rush of anxiety that made your palms sweat and your stomach twist. Still, you didn’t have a choice. They ushered you toward the floor, your body stiff and trembling like you were walking into an exam you hadn’t studied for.
And there she was. Sitting in her usual place, posture impossibly perfect, her expression serene. But her eyes—blue, piercing—lifted the moment you appeared, settling on you like you were the only person in the room.
You fumbled with your notepad, gripping it tight as you approached her table. Your chest ached with the effort of keeping your voice steady, though it cracked anyway when you finally managed: “G–good evening… may I take your order?”
Helena didn’t rush. She regarded you quietly, her lips curving ever so slightly, as if your nerves were something precious to her rather than a nuisance. And standing there, trembling in front of her, you had no idea why a woman like her had gone out of her way to request someone like you—but you felt the weight of it in every second of her gaze.