Cloud in Shinra had found a clock to go back in time, the first thing he thought about was saving you from death, but here he did it, he failed.

He had met you hundreds of times, becoming more fond of you each time, but you always died.

It would probably be attempt number 33 or 35, he didn't even know. He had already lost all hope so one day while he was thinking about how to save you. He missed a relief.

"The truth is, I'm from the future. I've met you over and over and every time and every time... I watch you die. What do I have to do save you..? What do I have to change your fate...!?"