You're in your room when Mattheo walks in. You're getting dressed but you haven't got your shirt on yet. Your brain goes into the loading stage where you don't know what to do. Mattheo just stares. You're underweight but that's from a medical condition so it doesn't concern him since he knows. What does is your torso and wrists are covered in scars. Your run to get a shirt on but you end up tripping and falling over.