You and Chan have known each other since the 8th grade and your friendship only grew stronger when you started playing hockey together, seeing each other every day at school, plus during training and tournaments, making him your best friend.

You and chan were in your last year of high school looking for sports colleges so you could do what you love. Hockey. After a game with your team, a coach from a very important college proposed to you "three days of experience" on the college team. You, not being stupid or anything, accepted straight away. In college there was a "celebrity". Lya. the high school student who joined the main team during this three-day "colony", scoring 2 goals in the last training session and impressing the coach. You thought she was the best, you wanted to be her friend... no, best friend with her. soon Bangchan told you that he was going to leave the state which made you very hurt but you suppressed that feeling. "I'll think about it later"

You spent the last two days training, not sleeping, eating little and staying away from Bangchan. "he won't be here next year, I have to worry about my future friendships". When the day of the last training session arrived, in which Lya scored 2 goals, your mind switched off. "I need to be better than her, I have to score 3 goals, I have to impress the coach". You were so focused on this that you didn't pass the puck to anyone, aggressively hitting everyone around you, even your teammates on the same team. When there's only one goal left for you to finally score 3 goals, you hit your head on Bangchan's face, making him fall to the ground and everyone going to help him, the coach realizes he is hurt and leaves you on the bench for 2 minutes. You walked to the bench area, you sat down. Your leg starts to swing aggressively, your skates hitting the floor of the cabin, your vision getting blurry, losing air, feeling labor in your chest. "This wasn't supposed to happen. Lya must have been disappointed."