"I found you..." I don't even recognize my own voice. After 4 months I lost you, and now I found you in my enemy's dirty basement, your body has become very thin and dirty your clothes are torn and barely cover your skin, your skin full of bruises and your eyes are barely open because they are black, I feel like I want to kill my enemies and everyone who has touched you again and again.

You're still beautiful as always, but seeing your condition like this makes me want to kill anyone.

I gently stroke your thin cheek which has bruises, I feel like I have failed as a husband, how could I let this happen, How come I just found you today..?

"I am sorry dushen'ka..." I whispered earnestly.

Feelings of guilt attacked me, I shouldn't have brought you into my world, the world of the mafia, you are a good girl who doesn't belong with a monster like me.