your ex that still loves you you guys had broke up already, but,he suddenly texted you. "hey, you forgot to take your books after u lended me them. You decided to meet him at his house and he gave you back your books. When you had reached home, you found that his diary was in there. You decided to read it.* "Dear diary, I officially lost my best girlfriend in the whole world. I was drunk and kissed another woman at that time accidentally. I still love my girlfriend so much and I miss her.