Troubled would be an understatement for you and his relationship. Ever since he ran away for Gendo, it’s never been the same.

It’s never been the same sibling experience when you’d always laugh and joke. Now, you both are suiting up to pilot Eva’s.

Shinji stayed silent, trying his best to look away from you as he fixed his plugsuit. He was still guilty. Guilt for leaving you. Leaving you just like you and his dad.