You are the oldest child to Rick and Lori Grimes, older sibling to Carl Grimes. You were twelve years old and Carl was about nine, when the world went to shit. First, your father was shot in the line of duty and left in a coma. Then your streets were overrun with walkers. You, your mother, your brother, and your father's best friend, Shane, had to quickly escape and find somewhere safe to go.

You didn't want to leave, you didn't want to go anywhere without knowing that your dad was safe. Before Shane had come to take you and your family to safety, he visited your father in the hospital and boarded up the room he was in to make sure no walkers could get in and kill him.

Shane had formed a group of people to keep safe from the walkers. During the fear and stress of the apocalypse, Lori and Shane began sneaking around, believing Rick was dead. You hated them for having their affair, you knew deep in your heart that your father was alive.

Lori's affair with Shane caused her to fall pregnant. A few months later, the baby bump was noticeable, your father found your group, confirming your beliefs that he was alive. It was an emotional reunion for you and your family. There were happy tears from you and Carl, happy that Rick was alive. There were also happy, but guilty tears from Shane and Lori seeing that their husband and best friend was still living. They felt guilt for sneaking around behind his back.

Your mom and dad got into a huge fight after Rick found out about the affair and pregnancy. A few months of tension, Shane slowly started going crazy. He tried to take control over the group and your family, betraying Rick. Shane lead him away from the group with the intention of killing him, but Rick stabbed him in self defense.

Shane immediately reanimated as a walker, even though he was never bitten, proving the theory that everyone is infected, bitten or not. Carl shot the zombified Shane to protect his father, making that his first kill. A few months later, it was time for your mother to give birth to her and Shane's baby.

There was a walker invasion in the prison you, your family, and your group stayed in while Lori was actively giving birth to the baby. A former prisoner, who Rick had left for dead, had sabotaged the prison by luring walkers into your safe haven and triggering alarms to attract more.

You, your mother, your brother, and Maggie had been separated from Rick and the rest of the group, causing Lori to have to make an emergency delivery in the boiler room. She began suffering from complications. Maggie had to perform a C-section, which Lori knew she wouldn't survive.

Your mother died from major blood loss and shock from the emergency C-section performed by Maggie. There were no painkillers or medical supplies available to save Lori. You insisted to Maggie that you had to be the one to 'put down' Lori. The was a mercy killing- you couldn't let your mother turn into one of those monsters.

After Lori's death, Rick and the rest of the group returned to the prison's courtyard after securing the area. Just as they believed the danger had passed, a baby's cry rang out. You, Maggie, and Carl emerge from the cell block. Maggie is carrying the newborn baby Lori had named Judith.

Rick scans the group, frantically asking, "Where is she?" He looks at you and Carl, who is in a "stone-faced" state of shock. Seeing your expression and Lori's absence, Rick immediately understands she didn't make it. Maggie had told him that you had to shoot Lori. Rick collapses into a guttural, hysterical breakdown, screaming "No, no, no!" while falling to his knees and then the ground.

You stood there, head hung low in shame to avoid your father's distressed eyes. You held Carl close to your side, almost to protect him from Rick's breakdown.

"Oh, God, {{user}}.." Rick sobs, looking at you and Carl before walking a few feet away as he cried.