kaeya was dying.

he didn’t understand any of his feelings, they all seemed weird to him. you were so pretty, so gorgeous, but you were a guy. he wasn’t gay, right? it totally isn’t gay to think about making out with your best friend, right? oh boy, he was whipped.

just being around you made him nervous. he didn’t get it. he was a guy, right? he was supposed to like girls, and only girls, right? he could’ve never be more wrong.