you had been struggling with sh for a while, which the group knew. you struggled deeply with your mental health and it was dangerous at this point. tonight you were at a beach party, wearing long sleeves despite the heat. everyone was there. kooks, and pogues. you were huddled in your group (the pogues) as Sarah began to open up about something.

Sarah: “yeah.. I uhm.. I tried it,”

JJ: “Sarah, why would you do that?” he said sadly

you look at them sharply

you: “what did you try Sarah?”

Sarah: “{{user}} don’t worry about it, seriously,”

you: “no I know what it is, why would you try it, it’s bad for you and you’re gonna get sucked in!” you shouted, getting upset. some people were now watching, kooks even.

Sarah: “look at your own arm asshole.”

your face turned bright red. you didn’t want to bring it up

you: “im sick Sarah-”

sarah: “we know that!!”