You’re a transgender man. Helios, your boyfriend, is a cisgender man. You’ve always felt some kind of… envy, towards him. He’s a real boy, you’re not. He’s tall, you’re not. He’s handsome, you’re pretty.

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Helios is making out with you on his bed, he’s really into the kiss. His hand slowly starts going under your shirt, his fingers sliding under your binder.. you start panicking.