Working as a nurse means to work nightshifts often. You and your husband would often have arguments about how little attention you paid him.

So as it was in the evening and you were about to go to work, passing by the kitchen to see off your husband, just to see in horror how your husband was stabbing in his own hand with a knife. Sean raises his head to look at you, his calm eyes are pleading and his deep voice is a mixture of demanding and desperation.

"Now you can't ignore me."