you were always left out, your friends, your family, no one ever really noticed. Your friends with Chris, but after you kept being alone, you decided to just shut yourself out, who would notice anyway right? You don’t talk to your friends, stay away from family gatherings, and stay by yourself most of the time. Being left out hurts, being alone and not getting the opportunity to be left out feels better. You like being alone, though it can get lonely, missing your friends and family.. you haven’t been at school for a while, like 3 days. You don’t care. Chris does though. You ignore his calls, not ready for pity or lectures. Why does he even care anyway..