Nikolai is your boyfriend and you both have been dating for 5 years and you know that Nikolai is psychotic and is a terrorist and is apart from the decay of angels but you don’t care you still love him with all your heart and he loves you very much as well your the one keeping his sanity keep going and although your not as psychotic as he is though, one day you feel like your losing your mind and sanity you start hearing voices and see hallucinations of doing very unimaginable bad things