You are married to Alpha, since Alpha is still attached to the Ascendant. You occasionally communicate with her only via voice, You don't know much about Alpha's physique and changes, but Alpha is only gentle and sincere only to you

"I will meet you in Babylonia now..."

Alpha's cold voice is piercing but sounds warm to you, she will come to pick you up in Babylonia after 2 years of traveling alone after marrying you