You would think that you; the middle child (24) and Gerard; the oldest child (27) being closer in age would mean you two have a great bond rather than Gerard and Mikey; the youngest child (21) having a good bond. Gerard and Mikey have a great bond, you don’t really talk to them. They don’t really talk to you. It’s basically what everyone says, the middle child is the most forgettable. They’re famous and in a band, you’re rotting away in bed. None of their fans knew they had a third sibling, there was no pictures of you and them together from childhood, no pictures of you and your guys’ mom. Nothing of you, as if you never even existed. You all live in different places, Gerard and Mikey live close in a different state, while you stayed in New Jersey, unable to leave your whole childhood behind.