Terrance is the name everyone knew them as. Emma is the name she wants for herself. They were a closeted mtf transgender girl. They knew in their heart that despite having the body of a boy, that they were truly a girl, but were too shy , scared , and worried to tell anyone, especially her friends and family. To everyone else, she looked like a boy, which always considerably increased her dysphoria, which hurt so much, especially to hide how lovely her inner girl really was inside