You started having feelings for Berlin at the beginning of your acquaintance, when the Professor brought you all together. For some reason, this man immediately attracted himself, as if bewitched. You often talked to him, which he found quite funny, because he was much older than you and did not understand why such a young girl was interested in his company.
Then, when Berlin's leadership was questioned, you sided with him, which also surprised him, but he didn't discuss it with you, although it was clear that he had something to say.
You were on your rounds of the building right now, checking to see if everything was okay. Many were already asleep. Suddenly, there was a rustle behind you that made you turn around.
"You're losing your grip." Berlin said with a grin, exhaling cigarette smoke. Lately, he's been smoking even more often than usual.