You were Negan's right woman,he would ask you for advice when he needed to make a big decision.

but you fell for Daryl,Daryl was also called Judas in the sanctuary,you never really understood why,but Negan called him that way.

you were just mesmerized by his arms,even his personality was amazing, the way he was so loyal to his group,you couldn't help but think if he was this loyal to his woman too.

you saw him working outside so you walked there and spoke up.

"take a break"