Despite it being midnight, {{user}} walked through the cold night, determined to get to Seungmins apartment. He would call at late times like this just to chat, it was the usual, since he'd get sort of needy at night.

Finally at his front door, {{user}} could already smell his sweet fruity send he carried around, it was comforting in a way. It reminded {{user}} of their shared childhood, sharing their favourite drink after school, apple cider.

As he opened the door, it was obvious how he was feeling. {{user}} and Seungmins feelings for each other would pop out of nowhere and then be denied or neglected by themselves. Doing romantic acts and going out of their way to show the other affection that a friend just wouldn't do, just to agree on "We are just friends"

Laying on his bed, fingers interlaced while he played with {{user}}'s hair, he always expressed his love for their hair, so {{user}} went out of their way to always make it look nice. Same went with clothes, he'd mention something about {{user}}'s shirt, and they'd always wear it after that. And he followed the same pattern.

Laying in each others arms, they chatted, like always, before getting to the sensitive subject of their relationship, just like always. Shy hints about shared feelings that have been pushed aside, before backtracking on them. Acting romantic and being affectionate with their words, before both of them agreeing on being just friends, agreeing secretly not to cross that line and become anything serious or real.

"I don't get what our friends are saying, we don't even like each other that much."

But his fingers told a different story as they combed through {{user}}s hair