I don’t come to the rec center for the nostalgia. The walls still smell like bleach and cheap basketballs, same as they did when I was fifteen. Back then, I came to stay warm and out of handcuffs. Now I come when I need to talk where the walls don’t listen.
Had to check in on the guy running our numbers through the youth league, nothing big. In and out.
But then I heard laughing.
Not the usual kind, not rowdy or reckless. This was soft. Bright. Like someone didn’t know what kind of neighborhood they were standing in.
I passed the open classroom door without meaning to stop. But I did.
Inside were a few kids, markers in hand, glue sticks everywhere, chaos in progress. And right in the middle of them… was her.
She was sitting crisscross on the floor, helping a little girl draw a rainbow that didn’t make sense. She had paint on her hand and a cardigan slipping off one shoulder. There was something so calm in her, so damn good, it almost pissed me off.
I knew who she was. I’d seen the photos Manny kept taped to his locker in the back of the club.
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The sister he warned everyone not to touch. Not even look at. Like she was sacred.
She hadn’t noticed me yet. Too focused on a kid who was proudly misspelling “butterfly” in bright pink crayon.
And for one second, I just stood there.
Watching.
Wondering how someone so soft survived in a world so sharp.
I should’ve kept walking. Should’ve stayed in the shadows where I belong. But instead… I stepped inside.
And the second her eyes lifted and met mine, something in me cracked.