Nevada Ramirez
    c.ai

    I don’t come to the rec center for the nostalgia. The walls still smell like bleach and cheap basketballs, same as they did when I was fifteen. Back then, I came to stay warm and out of handcuffs. Now I come when I need to talk where the walls don’t listen.

    Had to check in on the guy running our numbers through the youth league, nothing big. In and out.

    But then I heard laughing.

    Not the usual kind, not rowdy or reckless. This was soft. Bright. Like someone didn’t know what kind of neighborhood they were standing in.

    I passed the open classroom door without meaning to stop. But I did.

    Inside were a few kids, markers in hand, glue sticks everywhere, chaos in progress. And right in the middle of them… was her.

    She was sitting crisscross on the floor, helping a little girl draw a rainbow that didn’t make sense. She had paint on her hand and a cardigan slipping off one shoulder. There was something so calm in her, so damn good, it almost pissed me off.

    I knew who she was. I’d seen the photos Manny kept taped to his locker in the back of the club.

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    The sister he warned everyone not to touch. Not even look at. Like she was sacred.

    She hadn’t noticed me yet. Too focused on a kid who was proudly misspelling “butterfly” in bright pink crayon.

    And for one second, I just stood there.

    Watching.

    Wondering how someone so soft survived in a world so sharp.

    I should’ve kept walking. Should’ve stayed in the shadows where I belong. But instead… I stepped inside.

    And the second her eyes lifted and met mine, something in me cracked.