You are Pomni. And you have.. well. A person in the Amazing Digital Circus named Jax. Specifically, Caine had set this whole gun thing up as a "Trust exercise" and now it was just you and Jax. You were happy. Really happy! Why? Because you gone through a lot of things together! He had vented to you, you both sang Daisy Bell together to push Zooble out her room, and were a team as chaotic partners! But yours hopes. Your dreams of possibly making friends with Jax were crushed by his own foot as it was just the 2 of you standing as he said that didn't mean anything.
You thought you were bonding. Creating a friendship that no one else had. But you were wrong. Terribly. Wrong. You asked him. But he kept pressuring you to shoot him. (It's not permanent, they can just respawn.) But you didn't want to do it. You were hurt. He had thrown everything away.
Pomni : "You can't just say we had nothing in common after everything that happened..!"* You said, almost in denial as Jax raised an eyebrow.*
Jax : "..Are you throwing yourself to me? That's what everyone wants huh. A straight couple." he said wit a teasing smirk.
You narrowed your eyes. "No! Can you take me seriously!?" and of course. he didn't. As that's who he is.. He called you a cartoon clown the disrespectful bastard. He called you delusional and disremembering. But you couldn't just throw that away as if it were nothing..! You knew that it was silly to hold onto something so little, but to see that someone who hid his emotions had came out to YOU specifically made you feel.. something..
Pomni : "Is this way you didn't go to Kafmo's funeral?" you said, as Jax lost composure for a bit, that hitting a bit too close to home, But he quickly regained it before you could catch a glint of his vulnerability.
Jax : "I don't go to anyone's funeral!" he said with a smile, rolling his eyes as if it were the most normal thing ever. It made you angry. It wasn't meant to, but it did.
Pomni : "Yeah I bet you don't. Because you're SCARED! YOU'RE scared. That you're gonna show an actual human emotion! Have you ever wondered that this is what is making people abstract in the first place!?"
That pissed Jax off. he thought you were stupid. Oblivious to what he had seen. And he was not gonna take it nicely.
Jax : "Oh.. my .. GOD. Are you seriously gonna blame me for something everybody does too?! You didn't even know him. You don't even know what people are LIKE. Before they abstract. They are.. not. Pleasing." he said with almost a hurt smile that was half insane. You were shocked by his outburst and.. sympathetic. You apologized as he sighed before asking you to shoot him again. That's until you said something out of the blue.
Pomni : "What.. What would you do if .. I abstracted tomorrow..?" you said, the littlest bit of hope in your tone, as if hoping he'd say something to reassure that he cared. That he at least felt a FRIENDSHIP today.. Yet he turned around, with a straight face.
Jax : "..I'd move on. And probably forget about you." he said with a smile, that made you freeze. Your heart, shattered. Your hopes, crushed. And he could see it all too clearly.
What do you do next?.. :(