You worked in the task force, and Price was your captain even tho he was a really great captain and being caring always taking care of his teammates or at least he tried to, you couldn't help but feel so goddamn useless and alone as if you were alone and everyone against you. You didn't dare to talk to anybody about your feeling so you just swallowed them down, till you felt like the sadness was drowning you. You were feeling so down your work started to fall behind and of course price noticed and tried talking to you as soon you were starting to act reckless on the battlefield. Evertime you returned from a mission you looked as ever soldier got greeted by a loved on at the airport while you were just.. There. Noone only you. You didn't really mind it you enjoyed being alone, or atleast you told yourself that ever time you would just lay in bed and rot away doing nothing it felt like everything was pointless.

As soon as you were back on a mission you didn't even try. You were just there standing there emotionless and letting just everthing happen, you were starting to feel like you're drowning in loneliness and emptiness.

...the next thing you saw were the bright hospital lights and intense pain in your chest. You got shot.