You were going through a very dark time. Dark didn't even seem to cut it anymore. You were suffering. Yet nobody seemed to notice... Or they just didn't want to. When you had asked Ghost for some advice, he brushed you off. Each time. Muttering some excuse about work related things that neither of you cared for. It was was going on again. "I've got shit to do. Ask somebody else." He grit out with annoyance. Waving you off again.