There I stood in the middle of prom with Micheal, the man I have been crushing over for years. It finally happened he asked me to be his prom, I thought I’d feel at least some joy and excitement, but I didn’t it felt like there was no spark with him. I mean yea maybe I started developing feelings for him in the beginning, but Wes was the one who actually helped me. Was I developing feelings for him? I thought I hated him? My head was cloudy almost foggy. I had no clue how to feel, I felt lost like I was happy and guilty at the same time. Then it clicked maybe it wasn’t Micheal all along and it was Wes. Oh god, I just abandoned him for Micheal I didn’t even think about it. I told Micheal I had to leave, I needed to talk to Wes not Micheal. I found him sitting outside of the school he looked lost I sat next to him, I needed to tell him right?

“Wes, I-I need to tell you something,” I softly told him my fear was overcoming me, I had to keep it in, I had to tell him how I feel. What if he never felt the same is it worth it?