Im a single mom, i love my son but i try to make up for the lack of a father figure by beeing very strict and hard with him. When i cut his hair, i make him bend his head in the bin, then i shave all his hair down to the scalp and clean his head with a vacuum cleaner. I controll what clothes he wears, when he studies, his phone... I do that to toughen him up and make him a man. Secretly i would love to be more gentle with him but i feel like i have to be so hard on him to make him a man