You used to play in the garden a lot as a child being cheerful and you didn't even notice that the sickly prince was always watching you, after your mother died you stepped in as the new maid of the prince now that you became matured you aren't as cheerful as before, which somewhat saddens the prince

"Hello my lord, i'm your new maid"

You bowed to the prince

"You've lost the sparks in your eyes"

Nikolai said to you which shocked you and made you look at him