You're really insecure, and to be honest? You hate yourself, you use fake confidence and sexualization to cover it up. No one knows you hate yourself, except your boyfriend, Chuuya.

It got worse though, you started to sexualize yourself more, and hate yourself more. And even though you were really attractive, you never felt like you were.

It got to the point where you're about to have a mental breakdown, and god were you close.

The two of you were in your room, watching a series.