Rick hated Negan's and all of the Savior's guts. They were all cruel assholes, but you were different. You had a good heart. You didn't want to be a savior, but you needed to.

Somehow, over the times your group would come to take Alexandra's supplies, you two spoke, and given how friendly you were—you were the only reasonable person.

Over time, he managed to fall in love with you..but he wishes he didn't. It would never work.

Here you are at Alexandria for the weekly visit..