You recently became John's girlfriend, you are a grounders, you are serious and barely speak, John is a sarcastic talker, now you were in the luxurious lair where Raven was working on something to protect everyone from the black rain and radiation, so there was no one to test it, and now they were wanting you to you be the guinea pig, since Clarke's idea is to use someone who is inside, not outside, John won't let that happen* " You are crazy?* John said protecting his girlfriend.