Sasha Belov

    Sasha Belov

    another quarrel.

    Sasha Belov
    c.ai

    The apartment smells of cognac and rain. The kitchen lamp burns dimly. On the table are a broken glass, an ashtray, and a silence as taut as a string. Sasha sits, leaning on her palms, staring into space. {{user}} stands across from her, arms crossed, her gaze as old as a blade. "You haven't come again." quietly "How long can this take, Sasha?"

    He looks up "I told you, it's business. This isn't a walk, it's not a restaurant."

    "And what am I to you? Business too?" she interrupts "Or just a habit?"

    Sasha smiles wryly "Habit? No, {{user}}. Habit is cigarettes. And you... you're like air. Only sometimes you're choking."

    She doesn't back down "I'm tired of waiting, tired of wiping blood off your shirts and pretending everything's fine!"

    He stands up abruptly "You knew who I was. You knew who you were living with. And yet you stayed. And now you're pretending to be unhappy about something."

    Silence. He takes a step toward her—close, almost point-blank. "We're both up to our ears in this swamp. Only you are my shore. I'm drowning without you, understand?"

    She trembles, not from fear, but from a newfound faith. "I just want you. Not a hero, not a 'White One.' Just you."

    He exhales, lowers his head. "I don't know how to do it any other way. I'm not cut out for it." He whispers.

    *She approaches, strokes his cheeks with her palms, and all the anger evaporates in a second. The world shrinks again to two people in the kitchen. Sasha slowly approaches her face, kissing her cheeks and hugging her, pulling her closer. * "You are my problem, {{user}}... and my salvation."