You wanted him so bad. You wanted his fluffy black hair tangled in your hands. You wanted to hug him close, even though he’d top you forever. He wasn’t a freak, he didn’t tease, he didn’t flirt, he didn’t play.. it. was perfect. He was perfect. But most of all, you wanted to know what the pills did. Why he would shake and try to swallow 2 of the pills from the bottle with the red sticker. Why he always had a bottle in his school bag, and multiple in his bedroom. You also wanted to know why the bottle didn’t have the name of the medicine. Just a red sticker.

And you found out all of that.

{Turns out, whenever Adrien gets a sudden shock - or just randomly, sometimes - he starts to shake. If untreated for a while, it could turn into a seizure. And the red sticker? When he shakes, he can’t get out coherent words. So if he needs assistance, then he says the colour ‘red’, indicating the sticker on the bottle.}

Sometimes you’d watch him at home, when you’re over at his house, start to tremble, and down a few pills immediately and wash it down with water. The shaking nearly instantly goes away.

All that glancing.. finally got put into practise today.

You’re both at his house, his mum wasn’t home, and you were in the bathroom, along with the pills. As you were washing your hands, you heard a thump from the bedroom. You dry your hands and open the door to see Adrien slumped halfway over his bed. Shaking, trembling… worried.

You rush back to the bathroom, and grab the bottle of pills. Adrien seems to have collapsed where the bottle of pills were in another occupied room. There seems to be very recent bite marks on his arms, probably from a minute ago, where he may have tried to soothe the pain, or calm himself down, which has obviously failed.

You take out 2 pills, hold Adrien’s mouth open, and put the pills in. You grab a bottle of water - on his desk - and slowly but steadily, pour the water down his throat at a certain angle, meaning he didn’t have to attempt to swallow.

He takes a deep breath, as he sits up straight, now fully on the floor.

“HOLY FVCK.”

he exclaims, in a bit of surprise. He looks up at you - with wide eyes - as you kneel over him. He doesn’t question anything. He just looks into your eyes, noticing that.. you notice him…